Lord Jesus – How I fail miserably everyday. I am so glad that You always hear me, and You are always faithful to me. Lord, I need You so much today. These last weeks have been so wearisome to me & have made me realize my need for You greater than ever before. You are my life’s dependency, my soul’s sufficiency. You are everything. You are Creator, Perfecter, Author, Provider, All-knowing, Father, Faithful One. You are my Saviour now and always under any circumstance. You are steady and unchanging, the same yesterday, today, and forever – always. You are Master, Care-giver, Pasture-maker, Ever-present, Abba, Mighty, Awesome God. You are gentle, kind, and patient, yet strong, just, and powerful. You are so amazing, God! I am overwhelmed at Your love for me. And I am so incredibly unworthy. Lord, give me a Christ-like attitude and mindset in all things, because I desire You above all else. Give me desires. Give me energy, strength, and patience. Give me purpose. Be my purpose. Lord, I have faith in everything You do. I have faith in Your timing. I am so overwhelmed sometimes by how seemingly boring and mundane my routine of a life is and how I feel useless and purposeless. Sometimes I am just so overwhelmed with my complete inadequacy, all I can do is rely on You. There is nothing You couldn’t do through me. Anything good in me is Christ, is You, Father. So, Abba, I surrender all to You. Everyday is a funeral to self and I am alive in You; a new creation majorly transformed by the love Jesus Christ showed to me on the cross. How beautiful You are, Christ my Saviour! May You forever be the Keeper of my heart, because I am prone to wander. May I always be a reflection of You to others. Thank You for everything. That seems so insufficient, but it’s all I have for You. I love You. Amen.
