Oh sweet Lord Jesus – You say to come and bring my burdens to You and You will carry them because You care for me. So here I am. All of me – my blemishes, my mess-ups, and all. I can’t even begin to express my need for You. You are life. Without You, there is no life to me. You are everything. You are beautiful. Lord, I have an unquenchable thirst for You and to know more about You. Learning more about You in every circumstance is one of my greatest goals in life. You are mysterious and complex, and You always leave me wanting more of You. Lord, I am so weary right now. I’m weary emotionally. I am coming emotionally undone. I am tired of feeling th way I feel – mundane, average. And Lord, I am growing weary of waiting. I know Your will is perfect and good. I trust You, I do. I know that You are sovereign and all-knowing, which allows me to trust You with my whole heart. I am tired of worrying, because it’s not up to me, but it’s up to You. You are my all-in-all. I just need you to be the Great Romance of my heart right now. I need to feel Your grace and trust reigning in my life. I want to be completely dependent on You for everything. You are so wonderful to me and I don’t deserve it. Your grace and mercy are proven everyday to be over and way beyond what I could ever come close to deserving. Still, You gave it all just for me. I need You. I can’t do anything apart from You. My heart beats for You and You alone. May You always be my only one, not my number one. May You receive all the glory, honor, and praise. Anything good in me is You. You are so mighty and awesome. I am constantly in awe of all You do and have done and will do. Lord, Your plans for me are great. I pray that You give me strength to do them in the best way that I can. I pray that You will constantly be molding and changing and growing me into the woman You want me to be. I don’t want to settle for anything less than that. Give me strength not to settle, but to be humble and open to waiting to hear from You, even when I don’t understand. I love You more than anything.
malloree said
rach…. i loooooooooooove you.